Thursday, 26 January 2012
Every now and then...
...I think about the fact that one day Ben won't be a baby. For this I am half excited, half terrified. It's all so unreal, the way a little person comes into the world and changes every single day. Today I'm feeding him pears. Tomorrow I'll be yelling at him for staying out too late with the girl I don't approve of (ahhhh). Being a Mom really is just being in a constant state of terrified anxiety. But...it's also a constant state of crazy, crazy love.
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I'm scared too. I wish I could hang on to these little moments just a little bit longer
ReplyDeleteI know exactly what you mean - I was terrifed I wasn't doing the right things - but for all my fears and anxiety - you turned out pretty good! And you are a fabulous Mom. I am so proud of you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I absolutely adore Ben - can't even imagine what life was like before he got here.